When life turns out at 3 Oh!
I will be turning thirty in a few hours time and for the first time I got worried! I used to wonder why people always cover up their age when asked while I always proudly shout out my age. Turning thirty is a different one. Well, I felt so old now! But then I know how to cook pasta while I just used to wait on the table while mom was cooking for me. I now know how to stand on my decisions and live with it. How was I suppose to feel then? I felt this thirtieth birthday cliche: the semi tragic single lady has a meltdown about how old I am and this feeling of being a single mom and "imightdiealone." Oh my!! I don't want to. Kate Hudson in Something Borrowed : "You're thitrty and you can't afford to be picky." I had an advance party last night as my birthday falls on my working day. Before the night started, I was thinking do I have to prepare like the way I used to? Yes, I did. ...